It would be sounds so unfair to God if I will ask: “does true love really exist?” Or how should I ask that without offending Him? How should I find the answer if I won’t ask?
Should I need to bet again just to obtain the answer? And to get hurt again?
—Its sounds like a severe suicidal act.
And then, my uninvited visitor visits me again; the heartbreak.
—It tried to squeeze me out, and did its utmost strength in order for me to surrender the liquid from my eyes.
I am strong, I know.
I am smart, I insist.
I am a loving person, I swear.
I am sincere, I can prove.
I am patience, I compiled.
There are really some things that even how much I tried to fight, I still failed.
It was because;
The strong that I possessed was limited.
The smart that I tried to insist was dishonoured.
The love that I shared wasn’t acknowledged.
The sincerity that I acquired was taken for granted.
The patience that I compiled founds its death end.
I found out that;
I was weak, and I just realized.
I was stupid, and I regret.
I was soft, and I ashamed.
I was opened, and I failed.
I was persistent, and it ended.
And then, I let the pain embraces me; it’s a prize of loving.
Let God heals me.
Surrender and I’ll be healed.
Ask and I’ll be provided.
Lay on His arms and He will give me comfort.
Then, I let the liquid from my eyes flew… and God wept.
GOD is LOVE.
-In God’s will, my man will be back-
Hear His Voice:
Matthew 11:28-30 New International Version (NIV)
28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”