Without any reason, he surprisingly came in your life. It was the time when your heart was at rest. His nectar-tip-tongue tried to awaken your sleeping heart. He showered you with his sweet-bitter words which enough for you to respond his convincing invitation.
Finally, he succeeds!
Your heart was eventually awakened from the long period of sleeping.
At last, you decided to loosen the grip of your hand; you let your brittle self to fall. You were ready to devote your trust again. You were willing to impart the love that was frozen. And you were eager to love and get hurt or whatever this love will take.
Everything was awesome!
Promises were built with an impregnable integrity. Immeasurable happiness when you founded your dreams together. And all of the sudden… the overflowing of love has been spoken by your eyes.
And then, here comes the FEAR; the fear of losing him…
This fear knocked into your irreproachable soul. It drove you in hazardous confusion. It enjoyed your weakness and it finally touched
the fragile “trust”.
-And this fear finally accomplished its mission; to destroy the happiness that you have.
You found yourself in a greatest grief. Unconsciously, you pushed him away from you. You lost him and there’s no chance for you to get him back.
Even thought how many times you admit how weak you were, the damaged has been done.
You yearned to hide in a place, where in pain cannot penetrate. A
twinge of a broken heart yelled for a tranquilizer, at least to ease the pain… even just a moment. .
But, you need to wake up and face the truth!
-You are not a carrot that you can bloom your beauty under the ground. Broken heart is not a physical pain that can be cure by a modernized tranquilizer; instead, it’s an emotional pain that be cure only by you.
Respect yourself at the moment. If it feels hurt, let it feel. If you wanted to cry, let your tears flow until you will get puppy eyes. If you like to scream, then scream at your utmost strength.
Maybe at this moment you don’t know how to begin again. You don’t understand what happening or why is it happen after everything. But the sun promised you that it shines and set for you, until you find another new beginning.
Hear His Words:
1 Peter 2:24New International Version (NIV)
24 “He himself bore our sins” in his body on the cross, so that we might die to sins and live for righteousness; “by his wounds you have been healed.”