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The Last Tears

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The Last Tears

I’m about to kiss the silent and sweet relaxing night, then suddenly a memory of a person came across my cerebrum until I was tempted to visits his social media account. Then an unexplainable feeling from deep inside of my heart fuelled the electrified blood of mine enough for it to create a huge momentum that hits my fragile heart.

The last tear that I was shed because of him two years ago was desperately flown unexpectedly at this moment. My eyelids were so powerless to exert more friction for those mysterious teardrops at least able for it to cease from flowing.

A pain which was supposed to be buried and must not dig from its grave was confidently embracing my sensitive heart. Just like a victim of stray arrow elsewhere, pain became fresh again after seeing those wedding photographs of them.Finally they got married; married to woman who he chosen to be with than me three years ago.

Uncontrollable pain immensely covered my whole soul. Not even sure to which room of cause did the pain came from. It was just a feeling that debris of a fixed heart was falling from where it was pasted.

I feel the pain, but it doesn’t mean that I still loved him. Perhaps, a room of envy opened up to welcome pain. Or maybe he became part of my past that also played an important role of my life before which made me affected. Or maybe, a bitter past which supposed to be kept in the hell of history were born again because of those wedding photographs.

I cried because it’s hurt. I felt it and I let it live at this moment. I let myself because I wanted to be with myself as always. I don’t want to be like a hypocrite, but one thing is for sure; this should be the last innocent tears of mine that I shed for him!

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Author:

I am a simple girl who lives on a peaceful island in the Philippines. I am the passionate author of “The Tunnel of Thoughts” and my newly created blog "Miscellaneousjean". I simply love writing, just like you.

2 thoughts on “The Last Tears

  1. Exactly violet… You thought youre fine coz it was long time ago. I’m just hoping that our path will not cross again, coz i am not sure about my fellings if it happen, or i hope if it will i hope i am married on that time too. 🙂

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