Posted in BLOG, Personal Album, Poem

I am just a human… who has a fear of leaving…

A sudden changed

Until when I should have strength to sustain

Until when I should fight to win my life

Until when I should keep this as a secret to my family

Until when I should hold hope that someday this doomsday will become just part of my history

And until when I should pretend that I am strong

That I am happy, that I am ok…?

The pain is not from the physical phase of my body

But the real pain is by facing the fact that I cannot predict

If until when is my flesh will fight from the wrath of death…

And I admit, I am just a human… who has a fear of leaving…

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… Then I asked God

…Then I asked God. “What’s really is your plan for me why I am here? Please, if you wanna use me to spread Your message I ask Your Holy Spirit to be with me every time I write. Let the Holy Spirit speaks through me. You let me fall in love with words but I got a kind of disease that I mustn’t have. Use me as long as I still have a breath and as long as I can still touch the keyboard… I am Your servant. I need You oh Holy Spirit. Please comfort me…” – after I learned a bad news about my health… Life is so weird at times, but it’s a truth that life is not really ours… and time comes that we need to return it to the real Owner…

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Song Lyric 101 – Five Years

Few weeks ago, someone asked me to write a song lyric but it wasn’t accepted because my song lyric was out of the subject. 😀

So, I wanna share this with you. And oh, if you like to make this a song, let me know, I’ll be so happy hearing that… even if it wasn’t accepted it will still alive. Haha!

Five Years

Time runs so fast
It’s been five years since you say goodbye
Five years waiting for you to knock my door
And will tell me “I love you and I can’t let you go”

But time runs so fast
It’s already five years in weeping my tears
Five years sleeping alone in an empty sheet
Only memories of you remain in my lonely bed
What spell you sprinkled on my life?
And baby why with this five years runs
My heart remained chained in a blurry chance
That someday you will knock my door
And will tell me “I love you and I can’t let you go”

Time runs so fast
It’s been five years since you say goodbye
Five years waiting for you to knock my door
And will tell me “I love you and I can’t let you go”

How this time runs so fast?
If within this five years’ pain is still fresh
Your words of farewell still running all over my flesh
Please teach me baby if how to let you go
Because within this five years past
I am still tempted to knock your door
And will tell you “baby, I still love you…
…and I can’t let you go”

Oh, Baby, I miss you…
For the whole five years pasts…

Posted in BLOG, MAZE

MAZE 101 – Vince’s guitar and the bad guy

Hi there!

Now, Vince prepares his show… You know, he likes to extend his gratitude for helping him finding his guitar.

He’s playing a song for you:

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He loves his guitar right?!

But wait! Sounds like someone likes his guitar too. And oh… he is so rude. Is he’s drunk? This is not so good…

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He grabbed Vince’s guitar! Can you help Vince to run after that guy?!

I think it wouldn’t hard for you because those red and yellow are bridges, you can use them to skip the blocks.

That guitar belongs to Vince!

Let’s maze it!

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Oh, I hope we can get the guitar from that guy before it’s too late. 😦